Fact // Found on Demi Lavoto's "Dont Forget" Album, this is a beautiful song about a girl seeking the strength to believe in herself. Even those of us who seem to be super sure about ourselves - struggle to believe in what we may be capable of. Sometimes it's just hard to "Believe in Me"

••StarGirl*
iWas in the 4th grade when iRead this iBelieve. Not sure; iKnow it was the late years of elementry though. Anyways, this is the story of an incredibly unique being who enters HS straight from home schooling. Her oblivion to "dangers" of being different, and her neglect to "conform" intrigued all those around her. People dont know whether to hate her or love her. &so they do both! As the story progresses, you witness (through her boyfriends eyes) what a huge impact she holds over all. Only to leave. It's an interesting story.
So, aside from a good read-iBet you're wondering what exactly relates this back to me. Well- lately iDiscovered, in my own Saika way- iAm StarGirl.

StarGirl is presented to be this unique individual who's unintentional purpose is to effect the hearts of all she meets. Her pressence and impact was so strong- that even after she leaves, it's evident she could never be forgotten.
Even after she leaves

Although iNever litterally leave, I've realized a pattern in my lives many relationships (Friends, Asociates, Enemies, Family, Boys). iHave a tendancy of giving people my all. In the early days of our friendship, my bestdriend Janelle and iDebated whether it was right that iTreated everyone exactly the same. Enemy-to-Best Friend; if you need me- you recieve my all. Janelle felt titles where there for a reason (which makes absolute sense)

& maybe that's why iLack forever forfulling friendships. Please, don't take that the wrong way but like, I've noticed a pattern in my friendships where I'm nonexisting unless I'm that "spectacular" girl who's having a major or minor impact on your life. Sure, I'm remembered. But why should a living person only a message away- remain a memory?
this isn't a complaint though. I'm not "upset" (entirely) by this. I'd just like to say (to a few people) that I'd like to know how you're doing without aiming you to go "Hey, just doing my regular checkup on people. How are you" followed by small talk. &I'd also like to applogize to these people about my curt and lifeless resposes that seem to kill conversation quickly. Sometimes I'm angry about being StarGirl to those iThought to be life long friends. I'm angry but I'd still like to know for myself how you are doing . So for that, iAppologize.

T0 Halima. Kenyatta. Shantel. Derek. Chelsea. Mo. Acey. Karissa(somtimes). Cashona. Asha. Monica. Nailah. Cortel. Bri. Patrick. Anne. Socca. Ahmad. Orlando. iGuess that's it? I'll add more names when they come to me.



--&ily. x__MG

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