By the time iPost this, I'm sure it will be really long! but iDont care-- one of the main reasons iHave a blog is so when I'm 25, iCan look back and go "Wow! iWas great!" ^_^ // Enjoyyy *



iRemember... My first real crush. His name was Justin Andujar. When iTell you iWas infatuated with that boy? This is what my away messages looked like sophomore year --
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iCouldnt even speak when iGot around him yo.


iRemember... The second time iSaw B5 live. iWas standing in line [first in line, no joke] and they stepped out the van. Man we went crazy! anyways, iWas checking for Patrick when someone pointed out Carnell was staring at me (^_^) iLooked, &sure enough; he was! So iSmiled and waved. He smiled&waved back. Then he turned to say something to Kelly. In that moment, iGot weak to my knees- literally. It was like one of those realllly dramatic faint scenes. iWas on the floor like "oh em geee ! carnelll! he- he smiled at ME !" -dead-


iRemember... When Janelle and iUsed to hate* each other! There was this one time where we got into this BIG fight over who knows what!
What Now? iLove her to death! Lol and get sad when we don't talk much. Shes one of my true definitions of a real best friend.


iRemember... When B5 fans used to attack me over aim. Fact// a lot of B5 fans hated my guts ! it used to make me cry because iNever knew why. They would aim me mean things about how they hate me and I'm ugly and Carnell would never want me lol.


iRemember... When iDidnt get the part as Dorothy in my school's production of The Wiz. iCried so hard that day. &even days to come! iFelt like iHad failed myself at the one opportunity iWanted to take to display my talents. Fact // once the show started rolling around, a lot of people agreed a mistake was made.
What Now? Well its my senior year, and iDont plan on training EVERYONE ELSE for the solos iKnow iCan do. I'm putting that shyness behind me and taking the stage this year [;


iRemember... My first day volunteering to conduct a chorus. The kids were so excited! And iWas told iDid a wonderful job for my first time teaching. The following weeks, watching them teach new students what iHad previously taught them- made me feel soooooo good omg. iFelt so accomplished!


The sound quality is horrible* but thats aLittle girl teaching a new student what iHad previously taught her. iWish you could hear. Their laughter is priceless yo.


iRemember... As Told By Ginger, Rugrats, Daria, Cat-Dog, Dexters Labratory, Hey Arnold!, Doug.. Omg great shows of my childhood yo !
What Now? watching YouTube clips- the video quality makes me feel old ! Lmao


iRemember... The first song iEVER wrote ! Omg *cheesingg; iWas in the third grade. And iRemember wearing pink when iWrote it . It was called "Something Beautiful. The words were so cute too ^_^
Something beautiful, Something beautiful.
Something beautiful is going on.
And iJust don't know, what it is.
But it's taking all over the world.
I just gotta find out what it is..
But wait- iThink iKnow what it is.
It's love
love from my mom and dad
it's love
love from my friends and teachers
it's love



iRemember... My obsession with the Oscar Myer commercial! *sings;_ 'cuz oscar myer has a way with b-o-l-o-g-n-a!


iRemember... When iWas in daycare, every week for show&tell the teachers would make me sing :)
What Now? iWouldnt sing in front of my class if you payed me!

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