his name was Justice...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 3:09 PM
Its probably happened to you before. You’re on the train or the bus.. and you see this really cute guy (or girl)- could be alone or even with a friend. And of course he’s caught you staring once or twice lol. That magical moment (it seems) where your eyes connect… And you’re fighting with yourself on just walking over. You even prep talk yourself, like “ok- just go say hi…” Then BAM! His stop comes and you fade into the background, watching yet another opportunity pass you by … =|
We fear rejection. For obvious and/or personal reasons. There are just certain areas in life where we lack the confidence. But I’ve come up with this theory… that if we invite* rejection (in place of fearing it) we would get soo much further in life. Things could turn out better than we’ve ever anticipated.
I mean think about it, almost everything we don’t go for has to do with the fear that it will turn out horrible. So lets say you’re ok* with it turning out horrible. You’re more likely to try it and see what happens, which is better than just letting so many chances pass you by.
Last night, my cast and I went to watch Charter High School’s production of rent. And I must say- it was amazing. The singing? Phenomenal! (really makes me want to get tougher on my choir… Monday? I’m calling a meeting!) The acting? Breath taking. These kids really became their characters.
One thing I liked about being in another environment besides Grand Street Campus? The good looking boys. Lord help me, charter boys are FINE! And then there was one…
His name was Justice…
I was a freshman with a crush all over again! He was your movie scene creative boy from out of town, must have come to NY to hit the stage, billboards, something! Lol. He was soooooo cute! [and he goes to NYU, ahhh - smart and sexy? Just my type!]
He was with my director, V. and my friend Gabby. So everyone [of our cast as we stood outside waiting for Corey’s ride] was introducing themselves and stuff; as I stood there trying not to get caught blushing//staring. [so young, so typical. I know!] but then he turns to me and looks at me for like 2 seconds, slightly smiles and says hi. So I smile and wave. BAM! We’re getting married! Lmao jk! But I wish I would have at least told him my name -_-
Anyway- I’ve been fighting to find inspiration for a song. I have so many that I’ve started after Rules of Love (which will be posted after I get it copyrighted I promise); but none of them hit my core. Like I’m not feeling it. In “The Song Writers Idea Book” it had said that a lot of hits were written from name titles. The fact that I went home with the line “His name was Justice” ringing in my head and humming for chords - tells me something right?
This song will be about a gorgeous guy named Justice, but his loving was far from fair… BAM! Tell me that’s not a good song concept! Lol I think its his name that really got me. Justice….
Ill probably never see him again in life, however he has fueled some creativity in me! So Thanks Justice lol.
I really need to start applying this “Invite Rejection” theory more. I mean, I did it with the play and ended up with thee lead* role. Surely boys are esier than hitting high F’s and belting in front of people who can crush your [inthatmoment] dreams!
Flying Off,
Saika!
We fear rejection. For obvious and/or personal reasons. There are just certain areas in life where we lack the confidence. But I’ve come up with this theory… that if we invite* rejection (in place of fearing it) we would get soo much further in life. Things could turn out better than we’ve ever anticipated.
I mean think about it, almost everything we don’t go for has to do with the fear that it will turn out horrible. So lets say you’re ok* with it turning out horrible. You’re more likely to try it and see what happens, which is better than just letting so many chances pass you by.
Last night, my cast and I went to watch Charter High School’s production of rent. And I must say- it was amazing. The singing? Phenomenal! (really makes me want to get tougher on my choir… Monday? I’m calling a meeting!) The acting? Breath taking. These kids really became their characters.
One thing I liked about being in another environment besides Grand Street Campus? The good looking boys. Lord help me, charter boys are FINE! And then there was one…
His name was Justice…
I was a freshman with a crush all over again! He was your movie scene creative boy from out of town, must have come to NY to hit the stage, billboards, something! Lol. He was soooooo cute! [and he goes to NYU, ahhh - smart and sexy? Just my type!]
He was with my director, V. and my friend Gabby. So everyone [of our cast as we stood outside waiting for Corey’s ride] was introducing themselves and stuff; as I stood there trying not to get caught blushing//staring. [so young, so typical. I know!] but then he turns to me and looks at me for like 2 seconds, slightly smiles and says hi. So I smile and wave. BAM! We’re getting married! Lmao jk! But I wish I would have at least told him my name -_-
Anyway- I’ve been fighting to find inspiration for a song. I have so many that I’ve started after Rules of Love (which will be posted after I get it copyrighted I promise); but none of them hit my core. Like I’m not feeling it. In “The Song Writers Idea Book” it had said that a lot of hits were written from name titles. The fact that I went home with the line “His name was Justice” ringing in my head and humming for chords - tells me something right?
This song will be about a gorgeous guy named Justice, but his loving was far from fair… BAM! Tell me that’s not a good song concept! Lol I think its his name that really got me. Justice….
Ill probably never see him again in life, however he has fueled some creativity in me! So Thanks Justice lol.
I really need to start applying this “Invite Rejection” theory more. I mean, I did it with the play and ended up with thee lead* role. Surely boys are esier than hitting high F’s and belting in front of people who can crush your [inthatmoment] dreams!
Flying Off,
Saika!